混混沌沌

星期日搬家，但距離收拾妥當還差十萬五千里。

星期六上馬生課，但仍未（不知有沒有時間和精力）看他的指定讀物。

明晚大件事，但還沒梳理最近胡混的思緒。

近日想／構思寫些什麼，但不知能否成功寫出來。

近月未能寫令自己滿意的東西，有點惆悵和懊惱。

總之，有點覺得最近混混沌沌得過份。連帶令喜歡冬日的我，竟對這幾天的驟寒感到煩厭。

結果，我還是繼續播歌（給自己聽）。

Track 1: Protection by Massive Attack
Track 2: Teardrop by Massive Attack
Track 3: Tears by Wilson Tsang

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Tears
by Wilson Tsang

Millions of teardrops pouring down from the millenium sky
when falling hard in a grey drak afternoon
it makes the perfect ruin
the train is sneaking slowing
bearing all our secret sorrow
and one little careless lie
is enough to cure or wound

Tied up with somebody elses' nightmares
locked up in someone's cage
my neighbour's pain is all but the same
a one-way ticket an iron chain

And its not over yet
for we're all under the same bloody sky
we're lost in our paradise
until we find the key to hell
and the monstrous tide will keep rising to drown us one by one
from bright to pale to ghosty blue from whole to half till nothing is left

And the tears in our time
will never dry
in the cup of forgetfulness
that old rusty cup called emptiness