雜感

先談奢侈。

最近發覺，原來坐在電腦面前我手打（字）我心是奢侈的事。

每天放工吃飯回家沖涼坐下，便開始思想閉塞，繼而打瞌睡，然後便爬上床去，偶而之前也會看看晚間新聞。

放假似乎也少待在家中。就算在家，腦袋也情願放假。

或許，「靈感」才是最奢侈的。

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算吧啦，明明自己又笨又懶，才令致此地寸草不生，何必高談闊論什麼「奢侈」呢。

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不如談「命數」。

讀文學，不難發現，不少傳頌千古的作品，其作者或生於亂世、或懷才不如、或處境坎坷等。

「不幸」地，如諸大相士之言，我今年處處順境，亦得貴人（們）扶助，故大作不能出也。

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算吧啦，都話自己又笨又懶咯，還要厚顏與大文豪自比。

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話題一轉。

星期二看了《油激暗戰》。雖然仍對此電影的情節滿肚疑團（居然是之後看看電影的劇情簡介後才明白多了點，這情況想來是第一次出現），但此電影不斷令我想起以下一曲。

或許，不斷想起此曲，只是適逢最近無緣無故經常想起／聽這其實已買了很久的專輯罷了。



America is not the World
by Morrissey
From: You Are the Quarry (2005)

America / your head's too big
because America / your belly's too big
and I love you
I just wish you'd stay where you is
in America / the land of the Free, they said
and of opportunity
in a Just / and a Truthful way

but where the President is never black
or female or gay / and until that day
you've got nothing to say to me
to help me believe /
in America / it brought you the hamburger
well America / you know where
you can shove your hamburger
and don't you wonder
why in Estonia / they say “hey you, /
you big fat pig' / “you fat pig' / “you fat pig'

Steely-blue eyes / with no love in them
scan the world
and a humourless smile
with no warmth within
greets the world
and I / I have got nothing / to offer you
just this heart deep and true
which you say you don't need
see with your eyes
touch with your hands, please
hear through your ears
know in your soul, please

for haven't you me with you now?
and I love you / I love you / I love you
I love you / I love you / I love you